Waiting my lab results

Waiting My Results.
"Waiting anxiously my Doctor.
He is catching up with the pace.
He has a lot of patients to see.
He must have a magic brain box
where he stores his knowledge.
Will he be able to recognize my condition!
Worried about my lab results.
What if .............. "

Dream

Dreams
Dream is like a space shuttle craft that makes your memory navigate in time and space so as to re experience, re write and correct some while still living in the present. Human retrieves these dream experiences and loosely incorporates them in the memory archive of the brain.

Familiar places

Familiar places that I have been.

Our memories are entwined with our environment.
Any thing that we see brings our memory back to the present.
by a phenomenon of association. 

Dreaming

Dreams.

Dreams are the inspirational image representation of my unconscious world.
I strive to memorize the picture contents of my dreams even when they appear odd and illogical. Namely such contents indulge my creative world that feels entrenched ad dissociated with reality.

Dreams

Dreams.
Experiences of the past intrude into psyche of a dreamer.
The energy of a dream can bring back and deliver its content to our unconscious mind.Our unconscious mind travels in time and space. At times when we return to our conscious life, contents of a dream can be erased from our memory( hyperamnestic dreama ). At some point later upon coming across situations that mimic the dream, our memory about the content of the dream comes back.
Eventually we come to realize that a dream takes its material content from our past experiences.

Freedom

I love and treasure my freedom.
I do not regret about my past.
I perceive my past as a developmental stage leading to
the wisdom underlying the word freedom.
It takes a lot of time to learn and acquire the knowledge of freedom.
Freedom does not mean you are free to do whatever your ego pleases.
Freedom does not mean you perpetuate wrong perceptions of freedom undertaken by others. Before you practice your freedom, learn first what freedom entails.
For example entertaining the freedom of using and selling street drugs may sequel loss of your freedom and even loss of your precious gift of life.
Freedom according to my understanding is like assuming accountability of your own future and well being. Freedom is your doorway of opportunities inherent to success in all aspects of your social and career experience. Freedom provides you the freedom to make the right choices in your life span.

Luck

Luck.
Luck a is a shiny precious jewel that excites your feelings up to an explosion of ecstasy. Luck is like a blind vagabond that lives everywhere.Mr. Luck can stumble on you at any time by his unpredictable and blind selection. When this happens your life changes to the extreme of fulfilling your desires.

Love

Love

Love is ubiquitous. However
when your mind is filled with hate
you will not see love.
When your mind is filled with a sense of arrogance and superiority
you will care less about loss of lives of innocent children.
When justice is not applicable to you, You will invade and kill whoever comes along your way.

Energy of the sun

The Energy of the Sun.

The bright energy of the sun is striking my mind.
It is inciting my unadulterated conscientious sense of reality.
It is brightening my dubious notions of terror defined by the Media.
Killing innocent unarmed civilians and children should absolutely bear no justification. My clear mind profoundly perceives it as an act of terror and crime against humanity. Who are the terrorists! It depends whom you ask. However our common sense should not mislead our perception of reality. You cannot temper, modify or tint a reality.

Child's dream

Child's Dream.

Child's dream is being shattered by rockets and missiles.
He is scared and has not yet developed a defensive self preserving strategy.
He cannot use weapons. He is still learning how to play with his dolls.
He does not understand why he is targeted as a terrorist when he does not even know the word terror. He does not understand why his family is being shot.
Do we have any moral obligations to protect children. If we cannot protect them can we raise our voice loud enough to be heard. A torch of light in a dark room is better than staying in the darkness.

Scream

Scream.
My heart is aching.
My mind is overwhelmed with sad breaking news.
My soul is in the rabbles and corpses of massacred children.
It is hard to believe that we live in 21st Century.

Desires

Desire.
Whenever I peek at a colorful fruit in nature, my memory takes me to the books that I have read about " Adam & Eve " referable to the forbnidden fruit.
Desire is the speaker of your ego that says " You must have it"
This is where the human trouble begins.
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Deep pleasure

Deep Pleasures.

You mind, senses, heart, body and soul are all interconnected.
A response to a colorful landscape captured by your organ of vision, will elicit pleasurable feelings in your mind. This feeling is transmitted to your body. The end result is relaxation of tense muscles. When your body is relaxed, stress becomes a nuisance stimulus and therefore it fails to cause you muscle tension and mental dis balance.

My Art Sketches n# 59
Don't look if you are sensitive to nudity.
ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION.
Fallen on the floor.
Shot by the negative bullet of stress.
The Manly Ego is leveled down to the discretion of Gravity.
Gravity has its own strict rule.
What ever is suspended above the ground will hit the ground.

Fear of falling

Fear of Falling from a height in a Dream

Falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. It means that you overwhelmed taking care of you daily routine cycle. This includes your work and relationship with others and environment. 

Material wealth

 
Material Wealth.
Happiness is not synonymous to material wealth.
Success is not parallel to the top of the mountain.
You could be poor and happier by just being healthy and enjoying the splendor of our beautiful world.
You could be equally successful by just being on the ground and looking up to the top of the mountain. Wealth accumulated during the course of your life cycle could build a mountain which will evidently remain outside your grave for others to enjoy.

Curiosity

Modern African Art.
Trusting your senses to explore and discover is the best way to acquire knowledge. Curiosity and wander is all I need to acquire experience and knowledge.
My attention is geared to insignificant and childish details that my senses strive to capture. Whatever is achieved through childish approach comes out very unique and original. At times it is valued as genius.

Obsessive compulsive disorder

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.

I am obsessed about painting circles. I feel as if my mind is tuned into perceiving only circles. Does circle mean anything. That is what my mind keeps asking me over and over again. The more I paint circles the more I feel compelled to perform with perfection. Since my mind sees my circles far from being perfect I get anxious and therefore I am t rapped in the concept of perfectionism.
Does repetition of the same experience teach human to be perfect.
It depends whom you ask.

Medical care versus technology

Medical Care VS Technology
My Art Sketch N# 52
In our modern society technology is setting up an invisible barrier of live communication between a Physician and his patient.
Emphasis is laid on e cloud and media as a communication tool which can never substitute human interaction.
Most of the young generation are glued to their I phones even they come to see their doctor. Loss of the straight eye contact between a doctor and his patient is becoming a reality.
Switch off your i phone when you goo to see your doctor.

A Smile on Your Face.
I love and feel cherished whenever I pick up a smile on your face.
It says you are content and feel good.
You appear to be relaxed and somnolent.
Perhaps you fell in the garden of your sweet dreams.
Tell me whom and what are you seeing in your dreams.
Can a dream really fulfill your wishes and desires.
I wouldn't have thought this way, had I not seen you smile.
Can you convey to your dream about my loving heart.
How could I communicate with you while your conscious psyche is
away. Will you be able to remember tomorrow about this dream.

Strange Dreams.

A dream is fulfillment of a wish.
Your unconscious mind can make you dream about the past.
It feels as if it travels to places you have lived once.
Can a dream communicate with your memory.
How can otherwise take you back in time and places!
Can a dream talk to your present psyche and conscious life!

Journey of Life.

The Journey of our conscious life is unpredictable on its duration.
However the human life cycle is universal.

Dissociation of Reality.
My mind is detached from reality.
All I wanted was to seek asylum in a safe country.
I achieved more than I expected.
I became naturalized.
My mind is not satisfied with the current reality.
It travels to far places so as to re experience memories of my difficult past.
My mind is detached from my physical and psycho conscious life.
Is't not worth accepting my true self in a new world that had nurtured my turbulent life cycle.

The Process of Aging.

It involves loss of muscle bulk, loss of body water content, joint stiffness, instability, loss of height, loss of vigor, reduced vision, reduced hearing, loss of erection, bending of the spine, fall and eventually end of the life cycle.
Conceptual image.

Attached to umbilical

Attached to umbilical cord.
Human being is brought to light with a cord attached to his umbilicus.
Through this hollow cord he absorbs a train of selective genetic messages from both parents. Namely the orderly composition of these genes is what makes us who we are. At times errors in the composition of genes could cause diseases.
Technology had advanced to a stage where such errors could be repaired and corrected before we are brought to light.
Could scientists manipulate and remodel human genomes to achieve a desired physical or mental outcome of a newborn. The answer is yes.
Genetic Engineering is the future science that may impact tremendously on the Sanctity and Divinity of nature and human being. .